second thoughts

How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. -Anne Frank

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Take a look! Give it 5 stars!

Muff helped me out big time by sharing his story in my eXXXchange session last spring at RoKs. His story was amazing and you can see it here! (it's only a minute long...)

Help me help him~ give him 5 stars and help him land the best job in the world!

Monday, February 23, 2009

Peer Reviewed to seventh grade

"Good Morning Everyone. My name is Katy Hayes and I'm a student at the University of Wisconsin Madison. I'm going to be in class with you all every Monday to help out and watch your lessons. If any of you ever have any questions please feel free to ask. That's why I'm here, to help you guys when you need it."

a hand shoots up from the back row.

"Yes, go ahead, do you already have a question?"



"What is your major in college?"



"Well, I study International Studies, Spanish, and Education Policy."

As I looked at the faces of the 22 seventh graders of the 1st period language arts class, I knew that 95% of them were native Spanish speakers. Their faces said- who is this girl and why is she in our class at 8am on a Monday morning.

"Buenos Dias a todos. Me llamo Katy Hayes y asisto a la Universidad de Wisconsin Madison. Quizas me vieron la semana pasada en su clase. Voy a estar en clase con ustedes cada lunes para ayudarles con cualquier cosa. Si tienen preguntas, preguntame- no sean timidos, por que estoy aqui para ayudarles. Gracias. "


The boy who asked the question smiled. A girl with pigtails and braces in the front row covered her face and started giggling. I glanced at the teacher to my left who was staring at the ground with a hint of a smile on her face. A couple mouths dropped as I made a slight nod to the students and made my way through the desks to the back of the class where I took my seat to wait for today's lesson to begin.


Last week in one of my Ed Policy classes, we began looking at 'tracking' and how it is taking place in schools today, specifically looking at the studies of Jeannie Oaks in her book Keeping Track. The book is pretty shocking, as it describes the drastic differences between high track and low track classrooms.

One chapter in the book looks at surveys she did across schools, across districts, across states, across grade levels- asking students what is the most important thing you learned this year. High Tracked students gave answers like...think critically, problem solve, structure the main ideas and find supporting arguments, how to write structured essays, how to solve problems in more than one way, how to think analytically. Low Track students answers on the other hand were very different.... How to apply for a job, how to behave, how to listen, how to respect authority, how to do my taxes, how to be quiet, how to interview for a job, nothing...

There are pages and pages of responses like this. There are also responses from teachers. The responses are very similar. High Track teacher's number one goals are set high and low track teachers just want to make sure their room is in order, the kids know how to be clean (i'm not kidding), and that they know how to apply for jobs and fill out tax forms.

Friday afternoon I wrote a paper about the phenomenon of teaching kids who start ahead how to stay ahead and teaching kids who start behind how to stay there.


Ten minutes before I introduced myself this morning, I spoke with the teacher about her class a bit. She explained to me how these students were 98% Spanish speakers and that there is more than enough for me to keep busy with. I asked her about what they have been working on lately and what today's lesson would be focused on.

Nostalgic thoughts of my seventh grade class room, reading The Outsiders and doing an 8 Parts of Speech Project was quickly pushed out of my head when she responded saying they have mainly been working on social skills for the past couple of weeks. She went on to explain how most of these kids don't have role models in their lives and therefore don't know how to act or interact with others appropriately. So mainly they have been working on sitting still, talking in the right tone, raising hands, and things of that nature.

My stomach began to flip flop. This is not really happening is it? I'm 10 minutes down Fish Hatchery road from the best University in Wisconsin. This seventh grade class of bright students has not been working on sitting still for 2 weeks have they? The Oaks book popped into my head as I nodded to the words coming out of the teacher's mouth.

...and that is why today will do an activity of job interviewing...

My throat got tight and I concentrated on my nodding and how my eyebrows were making the expression on my face look. I concentrated hard to look attentive and respectful.

When the lesson began, the teacher introduced the activity with a speech about the importance of social skills in order to get a good job and succeed in life. She prefaced how they have been working hard on these social skills the past few weeks and now would put them into action in a real life scenario.

She told the kids that they would be interviewing for a job at McDonalds.

I closed my eyes for a seconds and clenched my teeth.

The class then began a brain storm of all of the things necessary to succeed at a a job at McDonalds.

Respectful, Polite, Smart, Hard Working, Lots of available time to work a lot, Good Listener....The teacher began to question the students to get specific answers she was thinking of. Do you guys have some days you look good and some days you look bad? I do, but for an interview how do you want to look? A boy raised his hand and said he'd want to wear a suit to a job interview. The teacher frowned and said, told him you don't need to wear a suit to a job interview at McDonalds. What you need she went on, is to be clean~

She wrote clean on the board.

A girl near me said, well duh. we are always clean, - you don't need to be on a job interview to know that.

There was a little chatter of ideas being thrown on of other attributes you would want to have- a boy who hadn't said much yet said- I'd be the Manager.The teacher called him out and said Arrogance is not a good quality and won't get you any job.

The lesson continued on with each person stating out loud one good quality they have to work at McDonalds. One student said it would be hard to work and go to college at the same time after high school. The teacher told him that college isn't for everyone, and some people are much better at working...

My heart ached.

This was one day. In a 'good charter school' in Madison, Wi. What is happening here. If this is happening here on this one Monday Morning, what has happened the whole year? What happens every year for these kids? What are they learning? Do they know how to to structure an essay? They would need to know how to do that to take any college 'track' level course in high school. Do they know the parts of speech? Can they pick out main ideas? Cause and Effect?....will these kids go to college?

What are we teaching these 22 seventh graders?

the lesson continued on and I was left sitting at a 7th grade desk, in the back of a Language Arts classroom; alone- concentrating on my eyebrows and making the sad look in my eyes appear not so sad.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

glory days

I need to link this to my blog in case I need to feel important sometime.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

summer sublet

Any female nomad need an apartment in Madison over the summer? You can have my spot!

Monday, February 16, 2009

the adventures of tatwell

My first week here I went to the village of Tabara Arriba and met a pregnant woman who was 22 years old. She has 2 boys already and was excited for her 3rd. A week later I visited them again, and she told me that her doctor was going to abort the child because she had a health problem that meant she had insufficient blood to have a child and survive. She said she was trying to figure out what to do. I visited her a third time, and was pleased to find out that she would be able to have the child if she got a blood transfusion, and was dismayed to find out that she didn´t have the money for the trip to Santo Domingo or for the blood. I walked away from the house saddened, and was down the street before I had another one of those ¨you dumbass Tom¨ I ran back to her house, asked her how much she needed, and said I´d be back tomorrow. I took the bus into Azua, hit up the atm and got her the grand total of 50 dollars she needed. Last week I went to her house to meet the baby. It´s a beautiful little girl, and I couldn´t go more than 5 feet without getting a hug from another family member.

The dream lives on. Read about it here.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

happy valentines day

"Every year I always wish for the same thing- a boyfriend. Someone who'll love me. This year I'm gonna wish for something else. The wisdom and maturity to realize I won't find what I want by looking for it. Not expect someone else to give me what I never game myself. That I'm not a half waiting to be made a whole. And even if that special person never comes along, I'll be just fine."

Friday, February 13, 2009

straight but not narrow

I've noticed lately that my blog has been a conglomeration of pop culture references with not a lot of my thoughts that have gone along with them.

So while I sit at Witte on this (snowy???) Friday evening I have a few concluding thoughts about Queer as Folk. I promise not to post pictures of Brian Kinney after this- unless i feel it is completely necessary, of course.

I am a strong supporter of LGTB issues, have pins on my backpack and purses showing I'm ALLY, continuously speak out when anyone I'm speaking to uses 'gay' as a negative emphasizer, but to be honest I've only on occasion really reflected on what it means to be a citizen of the united states and not have the same rights as every other citizen.

It's ludicrous.

If i were denied any one of my rights in one instance, I could imagine the cringe i would feel and the bad taste that would be left in my mouth about the country I live in.

I can't, however, imagine the government of the country I'm a citizen of, by law, denying my right to marriage or even to civil unions.

I don't think I'd want to live here.

*sigh*

Monday, February 09, 2009

83 hour long episodes later...

Queer As Folk has come to an end. The story is over and I have to say is it some of the best TV I've ever seen. It was made beautifully.

Come to think of it, Howard Roark and Brian Kinney would get along fabulously- maybe that's why I've grown so attached to his character.

That...and he's a bad ass.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

a nice surprise

Reservation Summary

Traveler(s)

JEFF.H HAYES
DIANNE.L HAYES
KATHERINE.G HAYES
RACHEL.L HAYES

Flight Reservation

Thu, March 26

Depart: Milwaukee General Mitchell International Airport, WI (MKE)
Arrive: Tampa/St. Petersburg International Airport, FL (TPA)

Thursday, February 05, 2009

puffy eyes heavy heart

currently reading: A Long Way Gone.

I saw Ishmael Beah speak when he came to Madison last semester with the Distinguished Lecutre Series. His book is very hard to read. Then again, so is the reality.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Once

Fantastic movie. Beautiful soundtrack.