second thoughts

How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world. -Anne Frank

Monday, February 08, 2010

February

In Donna, Texas, we don't get Labor Day off, but you can for sure count on the Monday after the Super Bowl off.

So strange.

Well we all embraced this 4 day weekend (ish- Friday was a prof development day) and relaxed, relaxed, relaxed.

Highlights: Roosevelts for a good IPA, BBQ and good company, Flea market with crazy good finds and tons of good food, Super Bowl and chilicheesedip, napping, reading, spring cleaning, and horseback riding.

Yes, horseback riding.

We got the name of a 19 year old girl in my town who as 26 horses that she gets from the wild and tames them through a government wild horse program. She gave us a horse and we saddled up and went around Weslaco through back fields and farmland, and along side country roads.

I felt like I should be in a John Wayne movie, and that I should be wearing a cowboy hat and boots and chasing bad guys.

Yee-haw.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

baby steps

My roommates and I met people outside of TFA this weekend. We went out dancing with them.

We are making progress.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

gender in the 90 min math block

This study scares me. In as early as K-2nd grade Math classes, girls are ALEADY being hit with the stereotype that boys are better at math!?

The majority of elementary school teachers are FEMALE!

ROLEMODELS?! WHERE ARE YOU?!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Proud to be Bilingual: Rethinking Bilingual Education

"...As much as this program has taught me about speaking in two language, I also became bicultural and biliterate. This program has not just given me the opportunity to be a successful student, it has helped me to communicate and keep a strong bond with my family in Mexico..."

I sat in awe, as a young 12 year old girl, read her National Essay Contest Winning Essay in flawless English to a crowd of about 200 bilingual educators. Moments after finishing her essay she smiled at the audience and began again at the begining, but this time, reading her essay in beautiful flawless spanish.

Tears came not only to my eyes, but of my co-workers sitting with me at my table, and I'm sure much of the audience.

This young student has had the extreme good fortune of attending an elementary school in South Texas in a district that values bilingualism and has implemented a Dual Language Program.

Dual Language programs, as I learned back in Ed Policy at UW, are the ideal bilingual programs, that when implemented faithfully, teach students to be bilingual, biliterate, and bicultural...I hope that one day Dual Language Programs will fill the halls of every school in the US.

To give some background. There are different bilingual programs (transitional, or dual). Each program has different goals. Transitional Bilingual Programs have the goal of successfully transitioning a student from their native language to English. Students are supported in their native language while they learn English and ultimately exit the program and are in 'mainstream' monolingual english classes. Transitional programs very and can be early exit where students are encouraged and pushed into full english classes very quickly (3 yearsish) or late exit lasting 4-6 yearsish. The ultimate goal is one language: English.

Dual language programs on the other hand, have in my opinion, a much more valuable goal: a bilingual and bi-literate student. The goal is to maintain literacy and the language of the native language, while becoming fully proficient and literate in English. The goal is two languages.

Back to the young essayist...

She attends a dual language program school that not only lasts through elementary, but extends into middle school- and will soon be extended into the high school.

I shed tears of joy not only for the success of this young child, and all of her schoolmates- but tears of frustration and anger for the countless students accross not only my classroom, school, the valley, the us, and the world - who are not given this beautiful opportunity of bilingualism. They are forced to give up a language instead of capitalizing on it. It is such a shame.

* * *
At the conference, I had the opportunity to speak with Rosalva Silva, the coordinator of the Dual Language Program at the district the essayists attends. I was given the nuts and bolts of the program, and was encouraged to come visit- and urged to stay in the valley for an extended period of time in education.

Mrs. Salva was quoted in our conferene program, and her quote resonates with me deeply.

"Education is in my heart, it always will be. I love what I am doing. Children are being educated in their native language. I get to tell them that because they know two languages, they are twice as smart. It gives them confidence and It shows. What more could I ask for?"

If only every bilingual educator felt this way.

* * *

I left the conference with rejuvenation for returning to my bilingual classroom and feeling proud- instead of ashamed that I'm attempting to stay true to the weak attempt of a dual language program happening around me.

So many changes need to occur in Education- and bilingual education is just one of many large cans of worms.

But if this can is left unopened- year after year students with a bilingual advantage will lose. They will lose not only their native language- but the opportunity o become fluent and literate in Spanish and English.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

on viernes

I'm going to a conference on Bilingual Education on South Padre for 2 days!

What changed perspective I have since last year sitting in ed policy...writing papers and reading articles on bilingual ed. I've been thrown from the side lines into the driver seat of one rickety bus.

Now I'M bilingual ed.

....for better or worse....

I'm teaching it, punching it, embracing it, flowing with it, shedding tears over it, stumbling through it, laughing with it...aaaaand going to conferences about it in South Texas as a participant, and not an onlooker.

SWEET.

Also, I was observed by district science head today...hope she liked my bilingual lesson..We made salt water to represent the ocean.... it was rather fun.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Weekend in South Texas

Good Things:
-Finally got to open up Cranium that I bought 4 months ago.
-Ate la Mexicana bfast taco
-Wandered around aimlessly in Historic Downtown Brownsville for hours.
-Bought hot pink earings for fifty cents.
- No one in Brownsville spoke to me in English except my roommates.
- Successfully made a U turn while we were in line to cross the border thinking it was a toll.
- Got a guilty pleasure (jodi piccoult) book for 2 dollars instead of 30 at a used book sale.
- Got my manis and pedis with the roomies randomly.
- Wrote a song.
- Had said song sang to music.
- Went to McAllen to listen to music/sing obnoxiously/dance ridiculously for a few hours
- Jam session after hours
- Bacon and biscuits and gravy
- Warm breezy walks in your citrus orchard in January
- Good friends

Not so good things:
-Saturday is like a flash of light and beauty in darkness, and it fades too quickly.
-Slightly hungover on Sunday.
-Very unhelpful staff at a bridal shop.
-Being surrounded by beautiful brides and their gushing familes ooing and aahing them while i stood alone in a size 18 bridesmaid dress trying to make it not look like a circus tent while no one helped me.
-Crying in said size 18 bridesmaid dress on the floor of my fitting room for 1.2 minutes before snapping out of it and getting the heck out of that store.
-Favre being so good at football.
-Planning
-Not grading and feeling guilty about not grading
-Still not feeling at home or truly comfortable here
-Long busy week ahead.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

So Texan

Texas won't seek federal education money.