if only in my dreams...

I'm drained. I've never put more effort into something to not see any results. For some reason i just couldn't get it. It's weird though, cause I really did find everything i was "learing" facinating. I actually didnt' mind listening in lecture or reading the book. I find our economny pretty fucking intersting but it looks like i just suck at understanding it. Maybe the problem was i had so little knowledge before the class...so everything was a huge shock when i learned it. Who knows. O well- it's water under one hell of a bridge now.